Why Farewell Sucks Big Time?

Why farewell sucks big time? Mmmhhhh... not sure how to describe it one word. Just hate and dislike farewell, not specific answer for it. So don't ask me. Everyday farewell here and there, nothing new and really getting on my nerve.

Today, I got shocking news that one of my close colleague is leaving the company. I could not guess it myself because there is no rumour going on (my antenna quite long one) and he has been with company more than 15 years. Seems lately many people close or I know leaving. Not sure whether the company doing badly or that is the trend, where people keep changing jobs to satisfy their hunger for more and something better. Maybe on the other side the grass is more green compare here. A part of me was sad because I will lose another great colleague and another part of me was happy for him, as him got a better offer and he is moving on for a better life. So YT, cheers and I got your back, although just know you only for half of year...

With your friends and colleagues keep leaving you, sometimes it make me ponder whether should I follow their footstep or not. Although their departure did not affect my daily sustaining work, but it does GREATLY affect my fucking moral and spirit to work, especially 3 people have left the dept I worked at within 6 months only. I was so down and emotional stress is just killing. WTF. Geez... I miss my 5th wife who also have move on for better career. Miss you and luv ya!!!!!!! Good night....