Summary of Events Happened Yesterday.
She was busy. I was busy. Not going back for dinner. Need a change. Really need a freaking change to spice up my low-life useless boring working cycle!!! She okay and want to eat but need to wait. She busy so I do my own stuff and notice she was online. Asked her out to pak tor. She can't make for dinner. Need to complete something by 10pm. Told she, that I'm going to some interesting. She wanted to go and craving for that thing. Agreed to get that thing she craved for since she going back late. Go out wait for she. Expected she will be late. She called asking me to wait awhile longer. Wait till neck also long jor.
Not long, not even a min, she called. I was surprised. But should have guess. She having bad mood and been emo. Was her last day. Confuse and distraught. She need someone there to be with her. She need a shoulder, my shoulder. Wanted but can't I already make promises. Dilemma. Unfavourable. Uneasy. With heavy hearted, declined her and promise I will call back.
After that, I did really called she. Asking what she doing. She was resting and thinking nonsense. Still upset and confuse. Geez, I wish I was there for her. Sorry!!! Really sorry.
Just finishing chit-chating with Mum. She was engross with Sodoku. Hahaha.. funny, glad she found something interesting to do. Maybe can teach me someday. SMS from she. Surprise, surprise!!! Read the SMS, totally forgot about her craving. Felt bad. Call her, promised to satisfy her craving today morning. Not sure how gonna pass to her. Felt a bit malu and paiseh. Who cares, my fault, I'm guilty as charged. Mum gave me a paperbag to ease my paisehness. Die, die lar... Hahahaha....
That's it!!! Summary of events happened yesterday... Totally full of craps... ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!! Sleeping beauty time... Yawn!!!












